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Name: Ezekaiya
Country: Hong Kong
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Birthday: 12/30/1986
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Sunday, May 13, 2007

Apparently I'm going home earli....


Wednesday, April 18, 2007

Currently Listening
Cities
By Anberlin
Dismantle. Repair
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Call this a prelude to a lifetime of you

Dismantle me down.

Wow, i can't believe it's over now, my head still spins to the rhythm of Anberlin's music while dancing to Relient K's poppy preppy beats. Standing there being soaked by the music and the sweat of the bodies of other [seemingly] eminent fans, it's like food to my soul: no....more than that, it's like I'm in another world. A world in which essays and grades and life and love don't exist, just me and the music. just me and the band. just me and ....maybe just me. At first i was really self-concious; all the poppy and emo kids surrounding us (/wrists), but once the music roared and the lights were off, i knew it didnt matter, because there they were : the band: the lyrics: the music and there was me.
I still can't believe Anberlin played all of my favorite songs save Cadance; I swear I was dreaming. I fell in love. Anberlin. Opening with A Whisper & A Clamour, then playing Hello Alone (Hello! Hello!!) and skipping to their old CD of Never Take Friendship Personal (I love all their CDS!), they played everything! And my heart melted when they strummed to The Unwinding Cable Car (Emanuel's heart must have skipped a beat). And did I mentioned they played Dismantle.Repair? No...how could I not? I wasn't actually that impressed with Mae especially since they didn't play the songs that I really love from them, even though the mosh pit was semi fun.Haha, I mean how fun could it be with little MS and HSers. emo kids! Haha, I guess i'm emo too. And Relient K...even though I wasn't that familiar with their music, its kind of funny that they played all the songs I knew! "And I lost my phone to the lake beneath the batman ride" And they played Faking my own suicide that was really funny ^^. 
I held on tight to the words that made my heart skip a beat, it wasn't real, it wasn't fake, it was just there. And for those few hours, I felt something I haven't felt for a really long time: satisfied. I felt like i could be wrapped up in the music and cradled to sleep. Yet I was full of energy, jumping and head banging and pushing and shoving and falling and coming up again and jumping and screaming and singing and laughing and crying and screaming some more.  

Click: Repair.

Anberlin, Relient K, Jonezetta, Daphne Loves Derby, Mae, The Reason, Sherwood.  Thanks so much.
and now I'm at home.


Sunday, April 15, 2007

Currently Reading
Miss Misery: A Novel
By Andy Greenwald
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britt mcduff.

it's like chemistry,
you and me
or even better.
because we got the whole world
at our fingertips
but we never let it get to us.
we know that its enough,
to be sitting by the TV
watching our favorite disney
singing along to those songs
that fill little girls with love
that fill little boys with courage
that fill us with each other....
that means everything.

or to be taking a stroll downtown
dodging glances on the skytrain
or are we eye flirting with everyone around us?
it wouldnt matter, because all this seems so unreal
so unreal, it's like i'm living in a dream
a dream with you, you with me
that means everything.

or to be dancing with you
dancing to the beat of bringing sexy back
or was it promiscuous
whatever shit they are playing
at those damn clubs
except for MOD night
because we can just bang our heads
and pretend to fit in,
no, we do fit in,
because you fit in
with me anywhere
that means everything.

and yet it's never enough. I miss you.


 


Currently Listening
Kingdom Hearts
By Various Artists
Simple and Clean
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less pewpew more qq

please dont ever let me drink milk again. Ever.

 

"That doesn't mean i need to meet your father" WHAT?


Wednesday, April 11, 2007

Currently Gaming
Pokemon Ruby
By Nintendo of America
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For the last time, my name is ASH.

Sweeet.

I havent updated this in almost a year.....but i really have nothing to say.
but
pokemon pearl/diamond is coming out on 22nd. So imma start geeking out on pokemon to catch up LOL.
so that i can geek out more later. OH well. GO TREEKO....yeah i dunno why picked that one this time.



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